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DiscordanceDiscordant thoughts and feelings, I oppose myself in every way.
I cast judgment on those around me; yet continue in my hypocrisy. I feel my mind collapsing; imploding and wasting away. I’m locked inside my head; no outlet is open to me.
I strive valiantly against the mental cage, holding me inside.
Inspired thoughts, half-formed, give way to anger and need.
I speak in curses; vehemently spat in the face of the world outside. These energies turn back on themselves, making me mentally bleed.
Fury of an unknown origin, courses untamed through my being. It Discordance
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My Hunger  I have seen the heights and the depths of human nature. From the most pure, nigh angelic, kindess to truly palpable, skin crawling evil.

  I have experienced nearly the whole spectrum of human emotion. From the rich, endless depths of true love to raw, nerve wrenching, pshyche shattering fear.
  I have observed from afar and I have been in the midst of it all. Changed from an openly kind hearted person to a hardened bitter judge of human character.
  I have learned much, lost more, and through it all I have come to realize that I have gained an imeasurable amoun My Hunger
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Inspired?Inspiration. That ever so elusive spark of creation from somewhere in the depths of ones id.
I write about it because I cannot find it today. It has fled from me on the wings of fatigue into the winds of atrophy caused by lack of use. And yet,I find it returning. Through my simple attempt to define and quantify my lack of inspiration I have inspired myself.

Is that a paradox?

If it is, it is a meaningless one. My inspiration jumped ship again. Inspired?
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I'm back..

Fri Jul 31, 2009, 1:22 PM

Kind of. I'm now located near the Capitol and shit is tough right now but I'm making a concerted effort to write and post and write, ad nauseum. If anyone knows any tricks to jump start creativity please inform me. Till next time.

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*Bambs79 Aug 11, 2009, 1:12:15 PM

Thanks for the deviant watch dude, much appreciated!

~bdkrma Aug 11, 2009, 2:36:50 PM

Definitely man, I love your tutorials. Once upon a time I could draw, and maybe I can revive that skill with a little help from your awesome sketches.

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=peterdawes Jun 26, 2008, 4:26:28 AM

Thank you kindly for the recent favorite.

immortal poet, occasional storyteller

"... forever yours, nocturnal me..."

=LeonieSainteVire Jun 8, 2008, 6:21:51 AM

Thank you for the place in your favorites and the Watch! Your interest means a lot!

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"The question isn't who is going to let me; it's who is going to stop me."- Howard Roark